disjointed

Take me to the night
of stolen musings and broken memories
where I can lie down
and see the cracks of my own time

Find me a life that I can stretch
a medium of intertwined vines
caressing my soul, breaking my reverie
taking me into heights that I've never known

Give me a chance to see
the place of distant screams and hallowed lies
let me pick up the pieces
to scour for the jagged pieces of my dreams

Let me fall into the sky
of floating possibilities and soaring hopes
holding on, losing grip
a chance to break even and start all over.

"Freight"

It's going in circles
The path, the chances
They're all heading into oblivion
But it hurts, it stings.

The forming crowd are waiting with pitchforks,
To gut with skills, to take what's theirs
They're enraged by a lifetime of inanity,
Lost into a delirium of lies.

To fight is to err,
To err is to form a deeper grave
With this world, with this state
Everybody feels important, everybody is a hero.

To think in communion,
To forget that life is not a fading line
We all try, well all fail
We're human and nothing is safe from vengeful scorn.

She is love

Wake me up after the storm
It's changing my life
It's destroying my faith
Let me fall, let me break

I clutch at the last strings of hope
They try to shake me
Bending me backwards through the ends of earth
I'm lost and confused

At a glance, it's seems futile
To try, to make it all better
With each and every chance,
It's always thwarted for failure

I want to give up
I'm ready to wave the white flag
But on this day, on this hour
I feel and see, the beauty of my broken life

Fail at Dawn

We fall into a series of traps
Of lost memories and forgotten past
The way the time is spinning
Makes me feel like this is a lost cause.

We shouldn't chase paper dreams
They're fleeting and temporary.
It might seem like instant bliss
But in the long run, it can destroy your world.

Words

Find me a piece of you that isnt broken
Lend me a part of you that cant be tarnished
We walk in circles
We talk in endless question marks

What gives and what takes
If I cant find reprieve in our hearts and our minds
Let us be one in taking a stand
The choices we make

The lives we take
Feels like a distant dream
A broken song in someone else's memory
Wave goodbye to the present
As a wave of unfettered glimpses of the future engulfs as all

Keep it coming...

**Posting from my LJ:

Pull me from your secret lies
I regret keeping it all inside
My soul is not your watcher
My heart is not your prisoner.

Keep me free from this pain
The cruel thoughts and insane pleas,
Cannot, and will not bend my hope.
I will move, and survive this misery.

I am not that little girl anymore,
You can't flick my fingers,
and lock my voice in a box.
I'm outgrowing you and all your filth.

My life is starting now,
The darkness fading slowly.
And with the rumbling beat of the drum,
Im marching on my own sound, on my own time.

Spin

It felt nice,
standing beside the roaring fire.
Clutching the warmth of night,
Feels like forever in a day.

The changing tides,
quickly erases the aftertaste of spite.
What seems like the end,
Is actually the start of many possibilities.